I started reading it last night. I think it may provide some insight into how to be a better human being. I don't think that's what I am right now. Trust me.
I have these moments when I think that I'm sooo tortured and owed something. And these thoughts manifest themselves into very ugly ways.
I can be a real bitch sometimes, really snarky and cruel. Not often, which is why it must sting when it happens.
Growing up, I had a "smart mouth."
Now, I realize there's a huge difference between being witty and clever and just... well, being an asshole.
I don't know why I'm so fucking bitter all the time, but I don't like it. It's depressing, and drives people away. I'm the kind of person who likes her solitude, but I'm prone to loneliness if it goes on too long.
I need to break this, before I end up completely isolated and stuck.
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