You know? I thought I was over this shit.

When you have a father who is self-centered, selfish, emotionally unavailable, and always trying to pull a fast one, it kind of fucks with your sense of self-identity.

Damn it. Seriously.

I'm not like that am I? Anyone? Bueller?

Moreover, I hate that my intention of being a happy singleton only lasts for so long, and then I get all sad and lonely. It's fucking pathetic, really.

I know that these are related. I just wish I was cooler about both.